Necole: Your album is almost here, how are you feeling right now.
Brandy: I’m excited, I’m nervous, I’m scared, and this is a very special project to me. It’s a project that I really believe in but at the same time, I would love for it to touch people the way its touched me, and reach as many people that it can reach. I’m so nervous about it, but I am also excited about it.
N: Would you say its one of your most personal albums?
B: Well, All of my albums are personal, I don’t really sing songs that I don’t really relate too, but I will say that this album shows so many different sides to who I am as a . I’m very vulnerable on this album but at the same time sexy. In love, It’s the story of love and how it comes in different phases and transforms you in different ways.
N: I was reading the tracklisting and it sounds like chapters out of a love story or like you are taking us through the different stages of a relationship, its like ‘So Sick’ and then, ‘Let me go,’ “Now I’m Hardly Breathing’ and ‘Wish Your Love Away‘..
B: It’s the story of love. We all go through different things with love especially when we are with the wrong person, things can get out of hand and it leaves you with these crazy dark feelings because you have such a love for a person but you can’t figure it out because he’s not acting right. So it takes you through all of that and it’s not just my album, its everyone’s album because I feel like everyone can relate to it.
N: You have been in the music industry for almost 20 years and honestly, there are people that do not realize that you have sold over 30-40 million records worldwide. Sometimes with artists like yourself, you have to reintroduce yourself to a new generation. What has that been like for you?
B: Well this time wasn’t a challenge for me, because it just didn’t seem forced. It seemed as though I got into the studio and I was able to create something different but not so different where people who loved my music and have been following me wouldn’t be able to embrace it. This time around, it felt natural and authentic. When I first put out the ‘Put it Down’ song, it took a minute to catch, but I knew that it was something special about this return. The previous times I tried to come back, it was kind of difficult because I didn’t really believe in the music that I was doing, I didn’t really believe in the videos that I was doing, so it felt forced and like, if I don’t believe it then no one else is going to believe it. This time, it felt like it was the right time, I had the right team. It feels like I’m a new artist just rediscovering myself, its so much fun.
I’m just in a place where I’m just thankful for everything. So many times when I was a kid, I didn’t really have the chance to be appreciative of what was going on around me. Every moment now is just like, ‘Wow, Thank You’. This is amazing; God has been great to me. I have to bewith God too, you know. Sometimes he says, ‘look you are not ready for it now, I can’t really your request right now’, but now its like, this is what I’ve been praying for for years, My return to music in a way where I believe it and feel good about what I am doing.
One of my favorite records off of ‘Two Eleven’ so far is ‘No Such Thing As Too Late’ which is about waiting until the time is right to be intimate with someone. What made you choose that record?
B: Well the melody in itself, its just such a beautiful melody and then the lyrical content, it just really shows women their worth. A lot of us, we try to rush into things, we think being intimate with a person will make the relationship go faster or bring about the commitment but if it’s real love, you can take your time. If the person really loves you, he doesn’t mind waiting and beingpatient. The longer he has to wait; he respects that or cherishes what he has.
N: It’s really interesting nowadays that people put so much emphasis on sex and how ‘it better be good’ rather than on connecting with a person on a deeper level.
B: I actually believe the connection in itself will bring beautiful intimacy, I definitely think that God created sex for people that have that connection first, being in love and that spiritual connection before you even go there. A lot of people can have great intimacy but don’t know how to connect with each other. They don’t know what to talk about and don’t share any communication with each other. I think it’s great to get to know a person before you even share the icing on the cake.
N: Over the years, you’ve been in your share of public relationships and you are not afraid of hiding it. Do you think that has helped your relationships in any way or made them more difficult?
B: I don’t feel any affect at all from being open. I think that the relationship is between me and my guy as long as everyone isn’t in your . I don’t mind sharing that I’m with someone or sharing things that other people can relate to but at the end of the day, my relationship is not really out there. No, I’m not on reality TV in a relationship, that’s when it can get a little bit difficult, because everyone would have an opinion on what you should be doing in your relationship…but, nobody really knows my dude like that, no one knows what we do on a day-to-day, so it doesn’t have any affect on us.
N: What were a fewthat initially attracted you to the person that you are with?
B: [Ryan] was really quiet so that made me more interested in what was going on in his mind. Of course, right away, I was attracted to him, I just couldn’t figure him out, and he was challenging and mysterious. Then when I really got a chance to get to know him, I realized that we shared a lot of the same things in common like we were both very family oriented, he loves his mom which is a great thing and he had a lot of respect for me and he really loves music as well. We just connected, and I started feeling like I could talk to him about everything, I started to like who I was around him, I felt very beautiful around him, very sexy. When I introduced him to my daughter when I felt the time was right, I mean she just feel head over heels for him. My family loved him. My mom didn’t have one problem. My mom usually looks for something to be wrong just in case you got something up your sleeve, nobody is going to mess with her baby type thing. She didn’t have any of that. My brother ….My cousin who I am really close too, they are best friends now. It’s just weird how everybody, and me as well, we’ve all just kind of embraced him and he’s just a part of the family now.
N: Was there ever a moment when you realized ‘this is my soul mate’?
B: Yes, I’ve had moments with him where I am reminded that this is the person that I’m supposed to be with. If life stays on this path and we keep our relationship and stay connected then it can go as far as it’s supposed to go. The main thing is, I just want to be honest all of the time and want to be a good friend to him and the same him to me. I think being great friends is what has been missing for me in the past; I wasn’t focused on being great friends in other relationships that I’ve been in.
N: As women we always want to rush into things. I remember someone telling me, ‘I want to focus on our friendship’ and sometimes when you are a woman and you hear that it may feel like you are being rejected, but its really true and that’s where honesty and respect really comes from.
B: I think respect comes from being great friends as well. Ryan and I before we even spent any time dating; we spent most of our time on the phone because he lived in New York when we first started talking. We were on the phone all of the time.
Necole: You talked on the phone? See, we are in a text message generation…
Brandy: I read your post on guy’s texting and it was so interesting because he didn’t do that in the beginning and I was like okay, I noticed that. I’m like okay look I’m old school, I like to talk, I like to laugh and share, I don’t want to be texting nobody because sometimes you can take texting the wrong way and don’t know a person’s tone. I don’t have time for texting all of the time, let’s talk.
N: What is the biggest lesson you have learned from love so far?
B: I think love is a beautiful thing. I don’t regret any of my experiences with love but I will say that one of my biggest lessons has been patience. You have to be patient with love. If you are committed, you have to hang in there through the rough times as well as through the good times. That’s all a part of your growth with love. So many of us are quick to leave when it’s bad or say, ‘I can’t take it anymore’ or ‘I don’t want to be with you’ and that kind of thing.
You have to give someone a chance. You have to compromise and be understanding. If you are really in it, be in it and go forward. You have to really treat this person like they are a part of your family. You can’t just walk out on your kids or your mom, your dad, well some people do, but I wasn’t raised like that, so I don’t just walk out on my family when things get bad. You are suppose to stick with it. I finally found the person that I want to stick with it with. Whatever the circumstance, I want to try to work through it.
N: I’m curious, what are you listening to right now?
B: I’m not currently listening to anyone right now honestly because I am really listening to me. I’m in rehearsals everyday for the upcoming shows that I do have. I have tunnel vision right now. I know I love ‘Adorn’ by Miguel, I love ‘Ice’ by Kelly Rowland, I love Keyshia Cole’s song ‘Enough of No Love’ but I am not really listening to anyone in my iPod right now. Its just ‘Two Eleven’ right now.
N: Speaking of Keyshia Cole, I saw her on Ustream last year and she mentioned she wanted to do a duet with you for her new album..
B: I’m so mad that it didn’t work out. She did reach out to me and I was down with it, I don’t know what happened, maybe the timing wasn’t right but she is an incredible artist and I am just happy to see her back doing her thing. It’s just great to see another artist that comes from the R&B foundation, she’s out here doing her thing and I am so proud of her and proud to keep her company. Us coming out around the same time, both repping that genre, it just feels good to have more people on board.